Troubled Waters

The Perfect Lovers - Bridge Over Troubled Waters

He calls out over the troubled, rumbling waters….
Love is precarious and dangerous
Some will chase it their entire lives
Yet others flee from it, frightened half to death

As my gigantic helium balloon floats above my head
I fill it with my dreams
Full of awe, tension, and hope
Imagined ideas and intimate desires
Which I believe led me into troubled waters

Ahhh to reach the bridge
For skill and understanding
To maneuver communications to heal
But so many things are left unsaid …

For example, to be directive and specific
Is easier said than done
Especially when the source point needs to be cleared
So that I might no longer be controlled
Through my self-judgment, guilt, fears, even addiction to energies

Let the Oneness Spring from Nothingness


The Voice of Wisdom

It has been said that some chase love their entire lives, even throughout lifetimes searching in many places – but the search is always outside the self and never within. If you can unite with a new found beloved inside yourself (as the Anima or Animus that Carl Jung made famous) you will be filled with an inner love, so much so that this inner love will then overflow like a fountain out into the outer world and spray unto others. You will then not have to chase around looking for it, for it will be within.

That gigantic helium balloon of imagination floating above your head can create the space for your own inner lover to unfold and manifest. What is an artist without an imagination. Develop your ability to see, feel and communicate with them internally. Your mind is creative. Fantasize and don’t be shy to share all your intimate desires with them! Like an artist creating a visual masterpiece, these powerful repeated dreams and fantasies will at one point manifest themselves magically in your inner and outer world.

Programming yourself with an inner lover is the most positive, productive thing you can do for healing because unconscious limiting beliefs that you hold about love may then begin to change, which makes your behavior change and ultimately your reality will also change. Be directive and specific in your communications with your inner lover by going to your own Garden of Eden in order to dialogue and listen, never forgetting to share love and emotions for that is what will give the impact for bonding and it will turn a simple intellectual experience into something much more powerful.

Many people are unconscious about how they create their reality and therefore processing is important. Food for thought holds… that in the beginning there was Oneness but by partaking of the tree of the good and evil, a tension developed within and without. This tension of polarity (good/evil) created conflict and chaos – with inside thoughts and body problems being reflecting back out into the world in wars of conflict. The tree in the garden was a poison. Go back and heal the internal conflict that developed at that time. Go back to when you felt as one, in harmony and filled with light, always remembering to be careful – for when you become divided you will be filled with darkness and troubled waters.

From The Tree of Good and Evil

Duality and Tension Arrive
The Perfect Lovers - From The Tree

He placed his hands on his chest
For the tight congestion
Had him unable to find, un-knot or freely express
Tangled tunes
Of his Singularity Song of Oneness

Longing to sing the Peace
That hides deep within
Where there is no conflict, war or tension
Just a grassy field of Love needing to live in harmony and lie Undivided

A magical kingdom rests upon the earth
An field of energy
But most cannot see, feel or hear it
For they are tangled up within the tensions of duality
Unable to enter undivided love

The Voice of Wisdom
When the tree of the good and evil threw down it’s shadow of duality the sensitive lover fell in a heap of despair for he was unable to express the feelings of his heart’s orchestra to his lover. He had been born into a family with love that had been jumbled and tangled up in knots and the condition remained to this day passed down from the tree of the duality of good and evil.

All have inherited some type of duality, tension or chaos that rests inside in one form or another. Most live in a sea of suffering and don’t know how to escape. The solution of how to climb out of that sticky spider’s web is releasing identification with duality/tension/chaos as your reality – instead choose to live in a field of love and harmony.

Standing on Crutches

Take A Stand So You Won’t Be On Crutches
“The strongest thing that any human being has going is their own integrity and their own heart. As soon as you start veering away from that, the solidity that you need in order to be able to stand up for what you believe in and deliver what’s really inside, it’s just not going to be there.” Herbie Hancock

The Perfect Lovers - Standing on Crutches

Take A Stand
Lilith, also called the Black Moon is a figure in Jewish mythology, who is portrayed as Adam’s first wife. She was created at the same time as Adam and from the same dirt but she left Adam because she refused to become subservient to him. Lilith is known to lead others into to the deepest and darkest corners of their being, where they will face their dark-sided beliefs and repressions. She will help to dredge up all the old and inferior tendencies so that we gain some strength and power in mastering our inner world and overcoming subservience. Lilith helps you discover subconscious limitations, fears or programming that keep you from your optimum self.

Any problems or tensions we encounter with others, is actually our own problem which is mirrored back to us so we can become conscious of it. You will easily notice it… for it begins with the feeling of an inner tension within – thats the signal there is a problem, it is our own, and it is to be found and solved.

I visited A Blind Psychic the other day and he chatted for about 15 minutes into my hour session on some dire earth changes and problematic world situations which could affect us in negative ways unless we prepared for it. I patiently and calmly waited for him to finish with his rants and raves but started to notice a bit of tension building for I had requested a personal reading and not a world reading and my time was ticking by. Finally when my own personal story appeared, I was informed not to expect to live very long for he saw me in a car accident and leaving for heaven on Pagasus wings. His view had me on a stretcher rushed to the hospital with my deceased mother clothed as an angel holding me, for she was concerned and trying to protect me from something that was about to happen. The psychic recounted that I will die and ascend quickly and in the process…. meet with Beauty, my dog who is in spirit. I also see you being unable to walk and your sister will be gone in the next 5 years.

What a mouthful! On reflection of the psychic’s talk, I noticed from the get-go that I had felt an inner tension as I patiently waited for the psychic to begin my personal reading… as I felt captive to have to listen to this preliminary talk of negative earth changes and world events. I was resisting his pressure as he tried to influence and engage me in conversation about world events. I did this by placing a big “X” placed over the negative images that flew continuously out from his mouth. Eventually he noted that it was strange that I did not participate in talking with him about it like all of his other clients.

I felt I also had to place an X over most of the imagery he presented in my own personal story as it was not to my liking. Finally at the end of the session I asked him if there was something I could do to improve my situation that he saw…. to which he quickly remarked: spiritually I was in the “light” but “informationally” there were differences in the taking in of opinions and that I should make a concerted effort to keep my eyes and ears open.

That night during sleep I tossed and turned. My eyes and ears were open. I felt twinges and cramps moving around in my right leg and for the next day and week that followed, I had difficulty walking and had to order a pair of crutches in order to get around. I pulled Michael Lincoln’s book “Messages from the Body” off the shelf. It presented the concept of when parts of the body become imbalanced it can relate to a particular psychological meaning, because of our mind/body connection. Accordingly, the right knee which was where the problem was focused, related to basic belief violations where a foundation that was once cherished becomes betrayed, resulting in intense issues around selecting directions to take to manifest one’s destiny. The book asked: are you afraid to speak up and take a stand or are you resistant to an external influence, perhaps some perceived authority? Do you not fully comprehend what is happening or might there be missing links that make you feel unable to cope and function effectively? I came to understand from the blind physic experience that it is important for me to take a verbal stand right in the moment when I feel the tension mounting… because that moment to express myself may never come again. Developing communication skills for the first alarm bell that rings of tension will be important for me so that the inner tension can be released and does not find another place to lodge in my body as I ponder about the meaning of it.

When one person does not take a stand, power issues can come up just as it does in a boxing match. In a relationship for example – imagine a cartoon character to depict a wife, such as a strict traffic cop. This woman belittles her easy-going, flexible husband whose dearest wish is to have a happy, peaceful relationship and he bends over backwards to please. Finally, one day he realizes his integrity had become compromised when his young son asked “you’re afraid of her aren’t you?”He then starts to take a stand on his behalf when the occasion calls for it, but the traffic cop will not back down and therefore the couple are now separated.

Another instance is a young boy spending summers with an Aunt who loved to spank him for whatever reason she could find, and she would do it often. The boy never spoke up even though he knew things were not quite right. Now fully grown he seeks the services of a disciplinarian who will spank him. Yet he finds himself in a bind for he is unable to speak up to his wife to ask for permission to take time off for himself so he can sneak away to visit his professional disciplinarian who does spanking.

Personally, I forgive myself for not taking a strong stand when I commissioned The Blind Psychic to paint some pictures for me that were not to my liking and which I certainly did not want to have in my collection. On a positive note I have also learned to keep in balance the cycle of gathering in and giving out… and if I am doing too much on one or the other side I will always be reminded of The Blind Physic. Take A Stand So that You Too Won’t Be Left On Crutches!

The Female Body

The Dangling on The Female Body

So comfortable was she
As she slid out of that house-robe
With her blue mop of hair
Her unique style of positioning
The female body, for all to see

An ivory porcelain face
With full lips and sleepy eyes
In a dream state
While graceful hands and feet
Seemed to point the time away….

And then I noticed the dangling
Like an earring dropped
Between her legs
So beautiful was she.

Fantasia de Fleurs

The Perfect Lovers - Female Body

An Analyst Viewpoint:
Some people feel comfortable with their bodies and try to accentuate them in various ways to make them even more beautiful, while other people do not feel comfortable with their bodies and try to either hide or alter them into what they feel is a more acceptable version. The altering of genitals is called genital modification and/or genital mutilation referring to permanent or temporary changes to the human sex organs. Many people are deciding to have genital cosmetic surgery. But the fact of the matter is that the size, shape, and form of women and men’s genitals vary greatly, and change over time. They are like unique parts of nature such as flowers and all have their own special colouring and shape. Yet doctors are promoting “before and after‟ photographs of women’s labia, which invite people to believe that they might need some kind of surgery to promote beautification and enhancement. Just as each person has their own viewpoint of what makes a beautiful painting so should we be careful of being brainwashed into someone else’s viewpoint. Most people have little opportunity to see the genitals of others unless on porn sites
so they can easily be deceived into thinking they are sexually inadequate.

Labiaplasty is a procedure designed to remove excess skin folds from the outside opening of the vagina. There are many websites that will show before and after pics – it will show the cutting off and mutilating of these beautiful original flowers.

Eros and Psyche – Conrad Black & Barbara Amiel in Sacred Marriage.

eros and psyche

A perfect match with Eros and Psyche joined at the same Astrological degree for both Conrad Black and his wife Barbara. This is an indicator of soul mates – two people who have attracted a mate that makes them very happy. Conrad Black holds Psyche at 2 degrees Aquarius which matches her Eros at the same degree. Eros and Psyche are in a process of psychological transformation to gain mature consciousness with Eros, holding the power of attraction which brings these opposites together in a balancing act through a precious form of sacred marriage.

Eros(Έρως) God of love and Psyche(Ψυχή) meaning soul in Greek interact in the myth of Eros and Psyche, where Psyche begins her growth and development with the decision to face up to the truth, all the while being challenged to complete tasks that were initially beyond her ability. The story presents a deep and transformative type of love, and it includes severe hardships which makes the relationship become closer and very important for each lover.

In our own life, Eros represents erotic, passionate love and when someone’s astrological planet touches our natal Eros we want to merge and bond with them. As March 21 2016 draws near, transiting Eros will touch down at 2 degrees Aquarius activating further the chemistry bond of Eros and Psyche in the synastry chart of the two lovers, Conrad Black and his wife Barbara.

Eros and Psyche can also represent the inner HE and SHE that lies within each person. Sometimes this HE or SHE is called “The Beloved”, and it represents the inner lover. For example, the poet Rumi’s would write about his longing for union with his Beloved from whom he felt cut off from. The HE and SHE can also be seen in the context of relating to one’s anima/animus development. This archetype shows how we project our unconscious idea of the All-Woman or All-Man unto an individual in whom we see this ideal essence. Sadly, no one can ever live up to all the divine attributes or qualities that we might project unto them and when they fail to measure up, that is when we start to go through own process of consciousness.

The union of Eros with Psyche can result in a blissful experience of bonding soul and mind. Elements of this tale are found in fairytales such as Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast, but we can also find it in the love story of Conrad Black and his Barbara.

Lucy DeCoutere and Jiam Ghomeshi

A love affair analysis using astrology.
When we compare one person’s birth chart with the other we can see how the two energies will mix with each other and this type of chart is called a composite chart

Venus conjunct Mars in the composite chart of these two lovers found that their feelings ran high as it was a passionately intense relationship and all the emotional reactions between the two could have been heightened considerably by this conjunction. Even if they became enemies, they would be intense enemies because the strong attraction between them prevented them from being detached in any way.

The conjunction of Mars and Pluto is powerful for it indicates a strong power drive that could express itself in many ways and could be creative or destructive. It may have come out as a power struggle between the two of you, with one trying to dominate the other.

The conjunction of Mars and Uranus can show unexpected and strange unordinary occurrences, with rebellion against established modes and patterns – many ups and downs and unexpected changes and severe disruptions.

The conjunction of Mars and Jupiter denotes a relationship that has a great deal of energy, either physical or psychological that can add fuel to the fire.

The sextile of Mars and Neptune in the composite chart often denotes that the two of you have come together for some idealistic task or purpose. The challenge of this aspect is to keep your intentions clear with regard to each other because of the danger of becoming confused and act wrongly from that confusion. At the highest manifestation, it shows a possible transformation that can occur by the association with each other. Even though it might seem strange or confusing, try to understand and accept until the purpose of the relationship becomes clear.

Roosh V

‘rape should be legalized on private property’
Photo: Daryush Valizadeh

In the NEWS – International group pushing to legalize rape may meet in Singapore – See more at: ‘Legal rape’ blogger organizes covert meetings for men across U.S.

Daryush Valizadeh born June 14, 1979 is a writer and pickup artist known for his writings on seduction and antifeminism. In February 2015, Roosh was criticized for a blog post that he wrote titled “How to Stop Rape” in which he proposed legalizing rape. In the post, he said “If rape becomes legal under my proposal, a girl will protect her body in the same manner that she protects her purse and smartphone. If rape becomes legal, a girl will not enter an impaired state of mind where she can’t resist being dragged off to a bedroom with a man who she is unsure of—she’ll scream, yell, or kick at his attempt while bystanders are still around. If rape becomes legal, she will never be unchaperoned with a man she doesn’t want to sleep with. After several months of advertising this law throughout the land, rape would be virtually eliminated on the first day it is applied.”From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

When Daryush operates from his shadow nature he will no doubt create conflict as shown in his Gene Key of (6) where there is problems with boundaries and borders between men and women and with many countries who are questioning even his presence. This shadow has the potential within for war and in this case, war between the sexes. If he would adjust his behaviour to create harmonious exchanges with others he would find himself with a gift of delivering harmony and peace. But…let me introduce yet another Gene Key shadow that enters his picture and that is his (36) manifesting as the emotional turbulence of uncertainty created with the storyline of his life. This shadow at the lowest level can show up with the challenge of sexuality and with sexual lust as a turbulence in the body. In some it might show up as nervousness, others have their lives become a crisis prone soap opera. Yet as always there is a gift within this shadow which is to open the heart and respect others with compassion. Another shadow to address is that of pride (26) where one wields their will with a boastful nature. This shadow can become a gift of marketing which Daryush does very well. This heavy duty shadow of dominance is showing up in this chart in a very important location representing his life’s work. His life’s work is to wrestle with this shadow and transform it. It is the shadow of (45) giving the feeling that one has to push another down in order that they may rise, therefore there is an oppression and dishonouring of another human being. Will he eventually be able to raise this shadow into a gift of synergy and work together in communion rather than in competition.
Lastly, when one feels cut off from their Divine Source the shadow of arrogance may occur which can be easily shifted into the highest level of humility. I wonder if Daryush will offer us his gifts instead of his shadows.

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As a Gene Keys Counselor I am deeply inspired by the work of Richard Rudd…




Jian Ghomeshi

Jian Ghomeshi leaves College Park Court after his appearance on Jan. 8, 2015.
David Cooper/Toronto Star via Getty Images

Spellbound Spectators

Spellbound spectators pressed to the fish bowl
Imaginatively entering that world within
Held to the horror of a tragic show
Reversals of someone’s health and fortune

Call appropriate emotions forth
To create a society ideal
Suffering when stirred, cultivates compassion
Especially when pained, by another’s ordeal

Human nature has a tendency to abuse
With self hatred that can be projected out
Could we direct love, sympathy and compassion
To those who hurt or knock others about?


The Shadow of Dominance – Gift of Synergy
Wikipedia and the Merriam-Webster defines “oppression” as an exercise of an authority or excessive power in a burdensome, cruel, or unjust manner. The dark side of ego and pride has an underlying fear of being perceived as powerless, and a natural reaction to the discomfort is to seek “a wielding of will” where one sets himself above another. If the will to dominate shifts toward the will to be compassionate, we will find love. Lifting this shadow of dominance gives the ability to offer the gift of oneself through love rather than will, so there is no longer an identification with the ego. When “dominance” reigns, there is a pushing down of the lover, so that they may rise. But if the gift of synergy is used, trust and goodwill will bring more positive results – whether this is in intimacy, community or the world.

Pose for Vogue

An Analyst Viewpoint: What the world needs now is love sweet love.

The new Canadian Prime Minister and his wife are setting a stunning example of demonstrating love by posing in Vogue magazine in an embrace photographed by Norman Jean Roy. This is exactly what our world needs at this time…some love, kindness and goodwill. As the famous song states, “What the world needs now is love sweet love, It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of.”

Justin Trudeau is a teacher and of that there is no doubt. With his naturalness and magnetism we are pulled right into his aura as we try to understand and learn from his unique teachings. His ability leans towards a far-sighted vision into what the world needs now, and he is nothing less than amazing.

From the person that he is, he brings this to a relationship, to a family, community and now the world – an example of a shining light of love, artfulness, strength, integrity and resourcefulness. Even the photographer Roy hopes his photo will help to inspire a different tone in politics and help people become better people.

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Dance Like A Butterfly and Sting Like A Bee

“Dance is the hidden language of the soul”
― Martha Graham



Many of us encounter some bumps and bruises in our interactions as we travel through life and we often decide to put up a shield or coat of armor in order to protect ourselves. This often happens in the arena of love, but can also happen through strangers in regards to rape and unpleasant encounters or arguments.

Relationships are an avenue for learning and developing ourselves. Some individuals who encountered painful interactions feel they can no longer give or receive love. Others become teachers of what to do when you encounter a person who will bruise. Still others will retreat and hide behind a protective wall sometimes for a lifetime. It is important to understand what was the learning about as it is different for each individual. All experiences in life are meant to teach you something. We are not supposed to be hiding in shells shaking in fear. We need to overcome our traumas and learn from them.

There is a close relationship between nutritional imbalances and our psychological behavior. A hair analysis report from the lab can show this close connection. It will show how the mind and body interconnect. If you can get on a path of ideal nutrition it will help heal your bruises and wounds so you don’t have to carry the scab or a suit of armor for the rest of your life. If you happen to be the person giving out the bruises your hair analysis will also describe your nutrition patterns that create that personality type. Treat your interactions with respect and as a dance. Learn when to duck, twist, turn or embrace.

There is also a close relationship between the unveiling of your shadows and gifts and the style of your dance.


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